Friday, July 30, 2010

on the eve of an expensive wedding




ABC News breaks down some of the expense for Chelsea Clinton's wedding....
Catering: $750,000
Flowers: $250,000
Music: $40,000
Wedding Dress: $15,000
Photography: $35,000
Video: $25,000
Lighting: $75,000 to $100,000
Hair and Makeup: $20,000
Invitations: $40,000 to $50,000
Party Planner: $175,000
Rehearsal Dinner: $250,000
Security: $30,000
Miscellaneous: $50,000 (valet parking, wedding cake, welcome gifts, favors and anything else that's been forgotten)

not a lick of good sense here.


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Wednesday, July 28, 2010

tired of trash

And she caught him by his garment, saying, Lie with me: and he left his garment in her hand, and fled, and got him out.
Genesis 39:12



like Joseph of old
sometimes you just have to know when to go
not just amble, but run

i just threw a book in the trash

attempting to overlook the language
some sleazy talk
thinking...that's got to be it

here's the deal,
i loathe waste

i am someone who scrapes every last bit of mayo and peanut butter out of the jar
or saves the foil from baked potatoes to reuse
or turns off the lights in empty rooms... or the water aimlessly running
slow to turn on the air conditioner when it's hot
or the heater in the Fall

i painted this phrase over one of my kid's closets,
"wear it out, use it up, make it do or do without."

i've probably spent four hours
and wasted eight or nine bucks

to be insulted

it took until page 94 to finally think
"this is not good for you"

this book came highly recommended
albeit a blog site
i thought we would share similar standards
hey, i'm not a prude
and she's not bad
but,
i'm disappointed

"if there is anything virtuous, lovely, or of good report, or praiseworthy ... 
we seek after these things."  
Paul


whewh, now i'm smiling and feeling much better
sweet dreams



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worth 1000 words


sometimes it takes a photograph to see
what was apparent all along
sometimes we sail through life
side by side
not noticing
hardly looking
a brief sideways glance

but then a picture
filled with color
and gray
shiny and scrubbed
forever noise in his ear
but,
eyes will speak volumes
he sees

he always has
this jolly man
he always has
when
he looks my way





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Monday, July 26, 2010

thank Thee

Thou art a God ready to pardon, gracious and merciful, slow to anger, and of great kindness.

Nehemiah 9:17



(346-365)

he's home safe and strong
steaming bowl of water
pioneer example
goodly parents
medicine
His loving kindness
perfect example
blister is gone
enough and to spare
long suffering
smiles
limes
ice
clippers

(painting by Minerva Teichert)


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Sunday, July 25, 2010

she said...



"dummy-up," she said

the first time i ever heard that term
i was young
maybe in the car
spoken by my mother

"what does that mean?"

"make like a dummy," she replied

i remember thinking of edgar bergen
and his friend
Charlie McCarthy

she want's me to stop talking

not so long ago this very same
"dummy-up" hopped out of my mouth

i was standing at the kitchen sink
my back to the target
directed at my adored brother
it just hopped

funny thing is...he knew exactly what i meant
and where i had heard it

i can never be sure
when my mother will show up



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Friday, July 23, 2010

the invitation





he wrote....


it came today
in the mail
an offer hard to refuse
i didn't know i was looking for it
but the minute i read it
i knew
there is nothing quite like
being wanted


imagine that

with the promise of dropping by
and
confidence
"i know you will do what is best"
just what is a grammy to do

first i want to squeeze the daylights
out of that little dickens



and then pack my things


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Thursday, July 22, 2010

the jetty


on the jetty
searching
treasures


small body wedged
reaching
grasping


odds and ends
this and that
washed in with the tide
ocean lovelies


sea creatures foreign 
to desert dwellers
ready to pinch


thrilled with this find
the rest used as bait


reminders everywhere
of His beauty
the smell, the sound
the briney feel


to search the jetty
to love the ocean
to remember Heavenly Father
to embrace each other

we are found


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Wednesday, July 21, 2010

power




overhead bowling
tree leaves shiver ... quiver
i listen
my very favorite weather
it always shouts
"pay attention; you are puny"

what can compare
these low deep rumblings
make me feel quiet
alive
i listen
His power
immense

so far Pennsylvania
offered the grandest electricity

still it was Colorado
our house hit
dropping the ceiling
splinters of wood
protruding like arrows
shot with fury
the boom shook
we shook
then the house smelled like caps
the kind i pounded as a kid
rock - caps - etching soot on the curb
my baby's room
scattered debris in his wee bed
he safely nursed and tucked away in my room
a wonder

when it's time to leave
i will hope
pray
to be struck
yes, a method of death wish

if only i would hear the crack

oh how i love lightening and thunder


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Tuesday, July 20, 2010

look and live



she was four 
when big sister married
 a sad day for little one
she cried
stood at sister's side through
wedding reception line
losing
a second mother

and then
not too long
big sister
birthed her own little girl

He always provides

last night at the beach
hands clasped
one more time
pure love
looks like this




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Monday, July 19, 2010

she's in heaven


who would have thought?
believe me
i tried
wrong on so many levels
my darling little Mormon girl
cigarette
rave beads
casino
gambling

she hounded
from Salt Lake to Mesquite
"can i just spend $1 in the slots"
which ended up $2 or three

but,
control went out the window
long ago

what does it mean...to be "right"

child of God
kind heart
good
impulsive
trying

and when all was balanced on the scales
stoping for a smoke
showing us how to be "lucky"
her giggling
our feet melting into that hot hell
10 in the morning pavement

being right and uptight
just seemed wrong

in the end
hugs win







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Saturday, July 17, 2010

fifteen beach kids


twelve years to five months
and everything in between
cousins
beach pals

sandy
sun kissed
my darling hearts

did a girl from Bountiful
ever dream
such bounty

the water swirled with flecks of gold
each cool wave
pulling
washing 
 covering
timeless
as sands of the sea
His astounding goodness







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Thursday, July 8, 2010

constant desire

You are my God, and I will praise you: you are my God, I will exalt you.     Psalm 118:28




(331-345)


* finally my bones are warm
* i am a believer
* energy
* road trip
* Laurel can come
* peace
* hands
* birthday visit
* he reads to me
* health
* constant desire
* noble examples
* limes
* mint
* kitty on my shoulder


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Monday, July 5, 2010

what's more American than baseball?


all it takes


a bucket of balls


they came to play


to cheer


to practice


to swing


"you stand like this"


hold your head just so


but if you hit the ball.....be prepared


it's all in fun


but it gets competitive 


big daddy's in heaven


from Boise


and Chicago


pretty cute


and wee babe


mama's


daddy's


this girl loves sports
and knows her stuff


sweethearts


got off work

all for the love

family
America
baseball


oh, and let's not forget dorothy


there really is no place like home





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Friday, July 2, 2010

relief


what started out bright and sunny
turned
flipped
in a blink
passed

now forever 17
she always was ageless

humbly i watched
an army of angels
descend
lifting the hands
that hang down weary

truly a society of women
to offer relief
binding up the broken hearted
all in His name
for the love of the One
ever ready to save




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