she's in heaven

who would have thought?

believe me

i tried

wrong on so many levels

my darling little Mormon girl

cigarette

rave beads

casino

gambling

she hounded

from Salt Lake to Mesquite

"can i just spend $1 in the slots"

which ended up $2 or three

but,

control went out the window
long ago

what does it mean...to be "right"

child of God

kind heart

good

impulsive

trying

and when all was balanced on the scales

stoping for a smoke

showing us how to be "lucky"

her giggling

our feet melting into that hot hell

10 in the morning pavement

being right and uptight

just seemed wrong

in the end

hugs win

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